Tonight is the big night. I have my personal trainer, and tonight is my first meeting with her. She's gonna weigh me and tell me how much more fat is on my body than muscle. (yikes!) I also get my diet and exercise plan. So, if you don't mind, I would appreciate it if some of you would somehow help me stay on my diet so that I don't give into the temptations of Hershey's Kisses and Reese Cups. I don't know how that's possible, but maybe it is. She said this diet would require me to give up chocolate, pork, mango, and pears. It sucks that I absolutely LOVE bacon. I have to do something, though. I weigh more now than I have ever weighed in my life. I can't go bikini shopping until I'm in shape! The only good thing is that my weight gain has caused my boobs to grow a whole cup size. I don't want to lose them, but if I do, there is always the choice of implants. I just don't like pain. Anyway, I just need some support. My fiance supports me, of course, but my mother and other people think I'm nuts because "I'm the perfect size." Okay, when people start asking me if I am pregnant, that means I am NOT the perfect size. So, if it isn't too much to ask, I could just use a little support. I'm a virgin at this and I just don't know how well I can stick with it. Sorry for wasting your time with my pointless babbling, but this is a huge deal for me. Adios.
















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