Not a happy ramble !!

[mommysalomi]

Okay not to good at this but here goes..I have a 14 year old daughter that I do EVERYTHING for I drive her 40 mins each way to see her boyfriend and just do everything for her....Well she is an ungrateful little bitch and everytime I get upset with her she wants to move to her grandmas..Well I'm done with the threats like Ima beg her to stay..I love her and my son as my family is all I have and may lose them soon...I just found out that I probally have cancer agian I cannot take care of it as I have no insurance and cannot get help since I am an american and not illeagal...It is in my back and growing into my right hip causeing masive swelling in my leg I cannot stand for a long time cause it hurts to much and I get no help with the house work all this has happened in the last 2 months. the Dr. said he thinks that is why I get so sick..I have spent the last 2 months in a drug induced stupor dont know if its to kill the pain or numb my emotions.... My world has fallen apart and it is out of controlI cry all the time and Mortys is the only laughs I get ...I really wish Sinny would come home as I need her so bably right now...Things are going great for her and I could not be happier for her....I think that this is why I have been so fucking horny lately as I need my family to know how much I love them !!!!


On a better note I am still a fucking retard and cannot do anything right...I got stuck in the bathtub the other day cause I got a leg cramp and well it was to funny cause Jason was not home and there was no more hot water so by the time he got home I was a great big popsycle And swore I had hypothermia !!!! Then last week I was tanning and fell asleep and now my ass is still burned...Thank god I was not facing the other way !!! So heres a ramble about whats goin on in my life ....Things have to get better as they can get no worse !!!! So I need ya'll to make me laugh ...Max I've been lovin the posters those are great !!! Will I love your podcasts they have me laughing forever....Doggie you need to do another podcast cause yours are funny too....And Maxi I need one from you to cause you know how sexy I think your voice is !!!!! Any hoo carry on just thought I'd give ya'll a fat ramble as Doggie said he missed them and I dont think I've ever really done one !!!!!!!

[Maximal]

Sorry everything is going so crappy for you, but maybe is you weren't so horny all the time you wouldn't be scaring your kids off!

[WillRiker]

Sorry to hear about all that....but just remember this following, important piece of advice...

[Layni]

I'm so sorry to hear about that - if you want to talk Im always here for ya.

[Irondog]

Ok mommy...............I will see what I can come up with this weekend

You beat it once..............just kick that cancers ass again..........BITCH!!!!!

[mommysalomi]

I got it .... Just seeing specialists is the problem... Maybe I could get a loan on my daughter... I swear she is just like me .. I just know I would not talk to my mother as bad as she talks to me .. Not calling me names just really bitchy I so wanna just smack her . But she has flat out told me if I ever hit her she would call the cops .. I told her if she ever called me a bitch to my face she would have to call the cops .. Dont get me wrong shes a good kid goin into high school she is just very fiesty !!!! .... But so am I !!!!

[Maximal]

sounds like you have a spare hip just walking around waiting to be harvested!

[mommysalomi]

Hehe maybe thats what it is !!!

[smilin heinz]

I think back to when I was 14 and I reaaaallllly dread my daughter hitting that age. Don't get me wrong I wasn't disrespectful to her face, never in a million years (kids are a little different today though), but I would sneak out and all kinds of sneaky things I thought she'd never find out about. We laugh about it now, I'll say remember when you thought the cat was stuck in your bedroom and I had to kick the door in to get to her (because she was out of town for the weekend) that was really to get your car keyes. And stuff like that. I can tell you are a great mother and a wonderful person, just stick to your guns and you two will be laughing about it when she's 20.

As far as this cancer shit goes your stronger than that shit so kick the hell outta it!!

[mommysalomi]

Yeah she really is a good kid considering whawt I was doing at 14. She got shit faced drunk once and I got lucky enough she drank so much she puked for hours and had a hangover all weekend.. She gets ill just seeing alcohol so I dont think I'll have that problem. She does not sneak out at home cause she knows I will find out . I have told her if she ever gets arrested not to call me cause I will not come get her..{ I would after a few days }.I tell you these girls do nothing but brag on myspace and I read all this shit so I know whats goin on and she is not quiet so I hear her plans all the time.. It just kills me to be so sick and her to not understand and just want want want and not help me at all.. If I'm having a bad dayu and have to stay in bed...Which is happening more and more Then her and her brother deside to tear the house up and beat the shit out of each other .. I just wish somehow I could ge them to understand I would rather take them places and go to the beach then be in bed half the time.. We are lookin for insurance its just hard to find. Cause of my medical back ground..We dont tell them anout it but they want my medical records so they find out !! But Jason told this one guy everything and he says he can help us...I swear insurance agents are like car salesmen and half the time they are blowin smoke up your ass !!!!