MTW would miss you if you were gone.
Hopefully you'll feel a little better for typing it all out. I know it's not quite the same as actually talking to someone about things, but sometimes it really is just good to vent the frustration, even if it is just online.
And I have a piece of exclusive 2009 MTW Merchandise I'll be sending out towards the year end and now you've seen the quality of the stuff you just know you gotta stick around to see that.