Okay not to good at this but here goes..I have a 14 year old daughter that I do EVERYTHING for I drive her 40 mins each way to see her boyfriend and just do everything for her....Well she is an ungrateful little bitch and everytime I get upset with her she wants to move to her grandmas..Well I'm done with the threats like Ima beg her to stay..I love her and my son as my family is all I have and may lose them soon...I just found out that I probally have cancer agian I cannot take care of it as I have no insurance and cannot get help since I am an american and not illeagal...It is in my back and growing into my right hip causeing masive swelling in my leg I cannot stand for a long time cause it hurts to much and I get no help with the house work all this has happened in the last 2 months. the Dr. said he thinks that is why I get so sick..I have spent the last 2 months in a drug induced stupor dont know if its to kill the pain or numb my emotions.... My world has fallen apart and it is out of controlI cry all the time and Mortys is the only laughs I get ...I really wish Sinny would come home as I need her so bably right now...Things are going great for her and I could not be happier for her....I think that this is why I have been so fucking
horny lately as I need my family to know how much I love them !!!!
On a better note I am still a fucking retard and cannot do anything right...I got stuck in the bathtub the other day cause I got a leg cramp and well it was to funny cause Jason was not home and there was no more hot water so by the time he got home I was a great big popsycle And swore I had hypothermia !!!! Then last week I was tanning and fell asleep and now my ass is still burned...Thank god I was not facing the other way !!! So heres a ramble about whats goin on in my life ....Things have to get better as they can get no worse !!!! So I need ya'll to make me laugh ...Max I've been lovin the posters those are great !!! Will I love your podcasts they have me laughing forever....Doggie you need to do another podcast cause yours are funny too....And Maxi I need one from you to cause you know how sexy I think your voice is !!!!! Any hoo carry on just thought I'd give ya'll a fat ramble as Doggie said he missed them and I dont think I've ever really done one !!!!!!!