[MisZ mAnDi]

I'm happy because my baby is not blind or deaf she was just a slow developer so thank you everyone for your advice and concern...and any religious people who may have prayed. I really appreciate it. All of you people on her are really cool and I get on all the time just to see what everyone is up to. Kel and I are more in depth with our talking. I'm like maybe we can try and make it work one last time. Our kids our torn because daddy keeps coming and going. My oldest looks for him, tries to call him and yells for him. I was ready to try consuling or anything just so I didn't have to see the sad look on my oldest's face when he left. She cried for hours and cried her little butt to sleep saying da. She just doesn't understand why daddy is not around but the really good news is that I am getting my own apartment based on my income so rent is really low and Kel can visit the kids a lot more and then he can leave when they are asleep or stay the night with them so they never know that he is gone. They really love him and want their dad to come home but until we can get over our stupid little problems and work things out there is nothing I can do about it. I think in the end, it will work out for the best!